Senses of The Rain Gardens

R a i n   S e n s e s   f r o m   J a r d i n


13:30     11.19.15     Mescalyn

+60 mins
As I recall this was pleasantly powerful, with onset as early as half an hour.

+120 minutes
Wow J.  I inhaled a great hit of hash and got hit with a flash of warm light.  This is a brilliant feeling.  And it all feels so relaxed and calm, the high is floating and is like a breathing wave that is under your divine control.  You can propel yourself sky high and then be able to pluck yourself out of the cloud at will. The sense of power and control is intoxicating . 

+ 135 minutes
A flooding rush of overcame me and the pleasure from my brain begins to drip down through my spine to every conceivable location.  I am able to direct the flow and control the s and experience of the mescaline with surgical precision.  Power will never again have the same meaning.  The distinction between a man and a god is a little less clear.

+150 minutes

Entertainment interrupted at apartment (WiFi), leading to silence – anxiety cued to kick in and I had started to begin “autopilot mode”, preparing to numb the anxiety with a beer and a bar, when I decided to remove the unwanted feelings/thoughts/sensations.  Accepting your divine sovereignty over your own body and mind requires a commitment to practicing temperance and selflessness.

Every spin on the merry-go-round weaves a layer of power that I absorb and wear as skin.
The mental message to the earlier sentence is received.
…on to the visuals…
My apartment, which is otherwise an adversary of outside light, is illuminated with a sun-like radiance.  The earth-toney greens and yellows provide glowing halos to even the darkest corners of space.

I have just spent a minute making sense.  To time there is no greater value, and there is not any spare!  A penny saved is a penny earned.

SPEAKING OF CLOCKS, I am counting down to +3 hours.
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T r a v e l   N o t e s



+270 minutes
Was able to commit to record music on Line6 looper.  Listening back I can hear the trip dominate the language of the guitar…the way the notes spirals mirrors exactly the image I see in a clear reflection.  Cascading glass melting back into sand.  ECHO | ECHO

Creativity comes first, and it is always natural/pure/innocent.  A streak continues until “awareness” creeps in and adulterates the creative process.  Awareness introduces outside variables and interests, and is a reliable means of stunting creation.

Back to the drawing board…

+300 minutes
At this time I am tripping enough to where I could wonder about the grand/long term changes this experience may bring about and be at total peace.  I am far from acceptable to be engaged with society and I am unsure how long this will last.

…I don’t know what to expect.  I’m not getting more á but it is not waning  â  It’s perfect.  It’s balanced.

It’s the controlled breath of the waves.

"I see no ships, only hardships" Admiral Lord H. Nelson

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